Jeff's leaving in the morning. :-( It was a nice 5 days he was home..well 4.5...lol. This time he's going to be gone for 12 days, but then he can come home for 10! :-)
I really do miss him when he's gone. I guess being with someone for almost 10 years will do that to you...lol. I've always thought I didn't have the ability to have that deep, true love. I mean I always know I care about people and I do my best to be good to them, and I know I've always loved him, but never had those feelings some people talk about.
That deep, all encompasing passion. Now that we've decided to not have an open relationship anymore I can feel that I want to keep my relationship more than I want to have a quick lay. And the more I realize that, the more I realize I have that deep love, that soul mate love. The crazy thing is, it was always there, I just never let it out.
About Me
- Patrick
- I am a gay guy living in Albuquerque, NM. I am a bit of an internet geek. I love the outdoors and go hiking as much as I can. I started this blog as a place to vent my feelings on my own life as well as how I see the world today.
1 comment:
Congratulations, you have realized the truth about love. :-) I am glad that things are going a lot better for you now. Is it my turn in the doctor's chair now?
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